Maya si portò le mani al volto arro

Maya si portò le mani al volto arrossato schizzando l’acqua intorno. Ebbe un breve refrigerio da quel gesto, ma ciò che aveva appena fatto la faceva sentire appagata e allo stesso tempo una stupida ragazzina.

Che cosa ho fatto…? Sono folle come Oshichi? Sto impazzendo? Come posso essermi lasciata andare così? Non sarò mai, mai, mai più in grado di guardarlo… E perché mai insisto con questa pazzia? Non guarderà mai a me come a una donna desiderabile, né potrò mai aspettarmi un sentimento più pronunciato dell’affetto che mi dà con le sue rose…

Chinò la testa e pianse lacrime amare, certa di quella consapevolezza.


Riaprì gli occhi sbattendo lentamente le palpebre. Si sfregò la pancia con il telo e tornò sotto la doccia. Lasciò che il getto lo colpisse a lungo, le mani appoggiate alle mattonelle gelate, la testa incassata fra le spalle.

Perché mai mi ostino su questa strada? Sto impazzendo? Non potrà mai guardare a uno come me nel modo che desidero, soprattutto dopo quello che le ho fatto… Perché allora insisto? Cosa spero di ottenere? Davvero mi sono illuso che quello sguardo che le vedo a volte sia per me o che possa diventarlo? Non potrò mai aspettarmi più di quel sentimento di affetto che, incredibilmente, ha per il suo ammiratore…

Per la prima volta da moltissimi anni, le lacrime si mescolarono all’acqua della doccia che scorreva violenta fra i suoi capelli e lungo tutto il suo corpo teso.


Maya uscì dalla vasca, il cuore che ancora batteva rapido. Eppure, nonostante la consapevolezza che non mi ricambierà mai, questo fuoco nel cuore non accenna a placarsi…


Masumi chiuse la doccia e si asciugò rapidamente. Eppure, nonostante la consapevolezza che non mi ricambierà mai, questo fuoco nel cuore non accenna a placarsi

Hasil (Inggris) 1:

Maya brought his hands to his face flushed the water splashing around. Had a brief reprieve from that gesture, but what he had just done made her feel fulfilled and at the same time a stupid girl.What I did ...? Are crowds like Oshichi? Am I going crazy? How can I let her go like that? I'll never, never, never able to watch it ... And why I insist this madness? Do not ever look at me as a desirable woman, nor can I ever expect a more pronounced feeling of affection that giving me with her roses.Bowed his head and wept bitter tears, some of that awareness.He opened his eyes flapping slowly blinked. Rubbed his belly with the towel and returned under the shower. Let the Jet hit him for a long time, hands resting frozen tiles, head between his shoulders.Why preclude me on this road? Am I going crazy? Will never look at a guy like me in the way I want, especially after what I did ... So why insist? What I hope to accomplish? I really thought that look that I see them sometimes for me or it can become one? I will never expect more than that feeling of affection that, incredibly, has for her admirer ... For the first time in many years, the tears mingled with the shower water running down his violent and long hair her whole body tense.Maya came out of the bath, my heart was beating fast again. Yet, despite knowing that I never will reciprocate, this fire in the heart shows no sign of subsiding.Masumi closed shower and wiped quickly. Yet, despite knowing that I never will reciprocate, this fire in the heart does not subside

Hasil (Inggris) 2:

Maya put her hands to her face flushed splashing water around. He had a short refreshment from that gesture, but what he had just made ​​her feel satisfied and at the same time a stupid girl. What did I do ...? I'm mad as Oshichi? I am going crazy? How can I be let go as well? I will never, never, never be able to watch it ... And why insist with this madness? Never look at myself as a desirable woman, nor can I ever expect a more pronounced feeling of affection that gives me with his roses ... He bowed his head and wept bitter tears, some of that awareness. He opened his eyes slowly blinking eyelids . He rubbed his stomach with the towel and went back in the shower. He let the spray hit him long, his hands resting on tiles frost, head sunk between his shoulders. Why should I insist on this road? I am going crazy? You will never look at someone like me the way I want, especially after what I did ... So why insist? What I hope to achieve? I really deluded that the look that I see sometimes is for me or that can become one? I can never expect more of that feeling of affection that, incredibly, has for his admirer ... For the first time in many years, the tears mingled water shower flowing violently through his hair and down his entire body tense. Maya came out of the tub, his heart still beating fast. Yet, despite the knowledge that I never reciprocate, this fire in the heart continues unabated ... Masumi turned off the shower and dried quickly. Yet, despite the knowledge that I never reciprocate, this fire in the heart is not abating

Hasil (Inggris) 3:

Maya is port hands to the face reddened splashing water around. He had a short refreshment from this gesture, but what he had just done the feel syndications and at the same time a stupid girl.

what have I done…? Are neutral as Oshichi? I'm cry? As i may have allowed to go as well? I will never, ever again.Never be able to watch it… and why I insist with this insanity? Not never looks to me as a woman desirable, nor can i ever expect a sentiment more pronounced of the affection that gives me with her roses…

Chino the head and wept bitter tears, and I am certain that awareness.


Reopen eyes slowly slammed the eyelids.RUBBED his soot-filled his belly with the cloth and returned under the shower. Let the jet hits a long time, his hands resting on the tiles frosts, the recessed head between the shoulders.

Why i preclude this road? I'm cry? It will never look at someone like me in the way that i would like, especially after what I have done… because then i insist? What i hope to achieve?